But it's not like that helps
It's not like it's my first
But it's not like that helps
I know I have control
But it's not like that helps
I rely on a thing
I rely on a person
I rely on a feeling
But it's not like that helps
I don't know how many times I've heard it
Or how many more to come
“You're going to feel it later”
I'll have to let it all out
So how am I supposed to say
I'm feeling it right now
I'm suffering right now
I'm just too fucking proud
I know this isn't profound
And it's not like
I'm the first
But it's not like that helps
