I write stuff that I think is okay sometimes. And maybe some poetry. Fuck, it's mostly poetry.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

The Precipice of a World - 5/1/12


It was our last day on earth and I wasn’t ready for what came next
I didn’t know how the world would end
And I didn’t ask
I waited for you to join me
I stared at the sky.

It was our last day on earth and you held my hand
“This is what they sang about
This is what they wrote”
You wrenched at my hand
You were trying to find that perfect grip
Your grip
My hands were made special for yours
Just large enough for you to settle in
And you tried
But my skin was tight and lined with sweat
And I didn’t recognize your touch.

It was our last day on earth but I couldn’t feel your hand
We stood at the precipice of a new world
“Just because it’s different doesn’t mean it’s new”
You were right.

It was our last day on earth and I couldn’t find you
I asked everyone I saw
They looked sullen at my words
Or perhaps solemn
I never could read people
I never had to read you
You were an illustration in a sea of text.

It was our last day on earth but it wasn’t ours
I’ve been waiting for your return for a very long time
But I don’t think you’re coming back
You once told me:
“Steel yourself, you never know what lies ahead”
You said:
“Baby, we’re driving a car with two steering wheels,
We’re going to break apart,
But we won’t know until we’re both skating on two wheels”

It is my last day on earth and I’d give anything to see you
I don’t know why you’re not here
But I miss you.

Bidder (rewrite) - 4/20/12


The people were hidden six feet down
The streets were packed with cars and trucks
The buildings cracked 
and crumbled in atonement

“What hell have we beckoned”
“Does anything remain”

The sky was bleak 
A violet haze clung 
unflinchingly, unseen
beyond the gloom of clouds
and the earth was scorched

The sun flared silently
Then turned its back upon them
Not even the cosmos would accept this civilization

“Never has the weight of the world seemed so light”
“Does anything remain”

The clouds fled in fear of end
And the sun was still not there
The air was still,
Our hair grew undisturbed

“How can I believe”
“Nothing remains”

We are still here
Nothing more remains
We will be swept aside
“Dear god, what hell have we beckoned”
We have always taken more
“We will always take more”