Ambition - 05/23/15

It wakes me in the morning
Convinces me to rise from bed
Seems to offer some reward
If I give into it
But as I slog and grind and slave
Through the pressures of the day
It wanes and withers sad and slow
Never seems to stay
But as I crawl to sleep at night
It welcomes me again
Soars high and proud and says to me:
You've missed your shot
Such poor luck
But I'll be back tomorrow
You whiny lazy fuck
My ambition is a preteen erection
And it's a fleeting piece of shit.

Almost Memories - 05/21/15

Everyone's got theories
About such and such and more
But I can't see them being worth
The scraps they're scribbled on
And everyone's unhappy
And everyone's afraid
They cram it all up deep inside
But they just keep shakin it
Till they find it's leaked out on the floor
But the thing about the dead is
They've learned just not to care
They see we're re lost and finished
And they're too polite to share.

Project - 04/05/15

Who to be
Don't even know who it is
that I even want to see
Oh, where to start
How the hell do I tell if
I'm a project worth the thought